Stuck.

I feel like life has been so stagnated, so invariable, so very routine-like. School, home. Study, walk around. There seems to be so much more that I should be doing with life. Yet, what is sad is that I don't seem to going out there to make things happen. I don't want my JC life to lapse into a routine. I hope to achieve something more, something greater. Confidence is one major issue here. On top of that, the very scarce amount to time which I can work with and the constant need for prioritisation are even greater hurdles. I really am going to have to do something for myself and step out of this web. As Lady Gaga sings in poker face, "I'm marvelous". Well, it is really something I need to feel right now. Some esteem to keep things going.